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These past few months has been a chaotically stressful time of my life. I wanted to capture it with a fractal. This is that fractal. 
1) I was graduating college. To graduate, i had take a performance exam. This exam was the last time the exam was given. Thus, if I failed, I failed college. I was graduating with multiple certificates as well.
2) My wife was about to give birth. We were told from the very beginning that she could not get pregnant. If she did, she and the baby would die. Well, the doctors were wrong. Combine that with the graduation, I had a time limit on when I could finish the classes. Thus, I had to make sure I was done early enough to make it though. 
3) Computer died, yep yep, the computer died. The thing that was pushing me through college and keeping me sane. It died good too. So, i had to get a new one and move everything over. Thankfully the new computer has two hard drives. :D
4) While all this was happening, I had two jobs. I was working part time for the college, and part/full time for best buy. I would pull 18 hours at the college, then anywhere between 20-40 hours at best buy. To take it on, I hate lying to people. So, yeah... 
5) Oh, and no sex... I'm addicted to sex...

Looking back, I don't know how I did it. My wife gave birth, I graduated, and managed to find a better job working for the college. I have no idea how I did it. Looking back, it was nothing but chaos. Dark twisted chaos. But now I have a beautiful daughter, loving wife, great job, and I am able to focus on my certs to get an even better job. So, this fractal is a representation of the stress I had at the time. I know it's not my normal, and I hope you all can see the beauty that is hidden in the disorderly order. For, i was a fractal for a while. :D
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