Separation
Over the past few years, it has been getting harder and harder to complete fractal work, or do anything I enjoy. I am currently separated from my wife, and I am taking this time to rediscover myself. This past 4 weeks I have created two fractals. Which is awesome. I will be blogging more on my website and working on creating fractals again. I might be able to find and get back into the fractal community. I hope to see yall around.
Lost it all
It's been a rough year. I have gone through a few computers, and a few jobs. Depression has hit and life is just getting hard. I turned to my fractals to help me some. I was going to recreate mother earth again for the updates to the family. All my parameters are missing. I had a hard drive and now they are all gone. I had a back and the backup is gone. I had an offsite back and they are gone. Everything gone.
Update on Life
Over the past 18 months, I have been suffering from two herniated disks in my back. L1 and L5. I will finally be having my surgery on 9/11/2020. Along with that, I have been battling depression. My work life is going ok. I'm stagnant where I am, and I know I will not progress forward until a management change. Homelife is getting better. My daughter will be baptized tomorrow. My son is now in school and He loves it. He longs to be able to read on his own but struggles to understand some of the basics. Then again, he's only 3. My daughter entered 1st grade and is beginning to face some of the dyslexia challenges I had to face at he age. However, she loves school. This coming week, depending on the outcome of the surgery, I will be studying C#.
Creativity wise, I haven't done much on the fractal side. However, I have been working on tools for the open-source community with Powershell. Right now is the first time in months since I have opened Ultra Fractal. Today is also the first day I have discovered a bug with Ultra Fractal not loading. With that said, I have a stronger computer now. Rendering will be easier. Which excites me. I can finally game. 
Thank you for reading, and I hope you have a great day.
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